my fraught mind races / the clock ticks and ticks and ticks / somewhere someone smiles
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writing is sorrow; having had written is sublime
my fraught mind races / the clock ticks and ticks and ticks / somewhere someone smiles
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And it has gotten extremely bad lately…
I guess there is some comfort to be found in knowing…
That it could always get worse.
Yeah…
Not sure if I have the imaginative capacity, or fortitude, to imagine how.
Hope I don’t.
But, still, here we are, despite it all, moving forward…
Even if it’s just at the most timid and extremely infinitesimal pace.
Because we must.
And we shall.
So yeah, in the midst of all this, all this being our latest global nightmare of ___________ [fill in the blank]*, I finally managed to do something I have been wanting to do pretty much since the onset of the past global nightmare of ___________ [fill in the blank].
I'm told to live my life like There's no tomorrow But truly There has to be a better way For if the morrow never comes And it's my last breath I breathe today How will I know to appreciate it For won't I be too enthralled, too focused, too busy with Living As much as I can, as hard as I can, as fast as I can Before the day's end and the morrow that may never come To simply catch my breath and just Breathe Slow and steady In and out Filling my lungs Feeling my lungs Expand and Contract And listen to the fresh-filled blood pounding in the ears Echoes of the patient heart Sounding throughout the rest of today and in To the morrow and beyond Forever
The river winds around my head, Fish before my eyes. I lay my cheek upon its bed and Contemplate the skies of Morning's red, of Midday's blue, of Twilight's pink aglow, that Filters through the rushing stream Born of mountains long ago. Where does it go in such a rush from Rushing 'bout my mind? This Is the thought I can't escape; Its answer won't unwind its Liquid coils from the root where All such knowledge grows. And Like the river born of distant mounts, Its seed sown long ago.
In the 12-month period that ended in April, more than 100,000 Americans died of overdoses, up almost 30 percent from the 78,000 deaths in the prior year, according to provisional figures from the National Center for Health Statistics. The figure marks the first time the number of overdose deaths in the United States has exceeded 100,000 a year, more than the toll of car accidents and guns combined. Overdose deaths have more than doubled since 2015.
Overdose Deaths Reached Record High as the Pandemic Spread, New York Times, November 17, 2021
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where do all the dreams go when the hope for tomorrow dies along the way
There's nothing Fixed that can't be Broken Praise Jove, for without them, the Broken And all the Hope and Possibilities for which they allow There is nothing Redeemed There is nothing made New Again Beam of Sun meet Fall of Rain Aye, mourn not the absence of the Sol Relish instead the cool quenching of the Aqua And the Unbounded Inactivity for which it now allows For it is that, the Idleness, the Nothingness of Inactivity And the Silence, the Stillness found within it That beckons forth the Dreams And the Inspiration The Dreams and Inspiration of the Marrow The Dreams and Inspiration for the Morrow